just for my MOM

Since anie said that I haven’t posted anything for quite a while so I’m cramming my head to type this post to post to this blog hehe

The person I love most in this world is someone I call EMAK

me n supermom

Yesterday (friday) late afternoon when I was just about to get home from work, I got a call from home…but I wasn’t able to answer the call. When I got home I called my lil sis to confirm with her that there was nothing wrong back at home. She said that mom haven’t called her that day n she wasn’t coming home this weekend cause she’ll be giving extra class to some of her student. So later I called my mom.

MOM answered my call as usual but the thing that was UNUSUAL was her tone…she sounded UNHAPPY n not as CHEERFUL as usual. I wondered if she wasn’t feeling well but she denied it. I asked her if there was something wrong but she also rebuffed it. When I kept pushing she ended confessing that she was a bit SAD when this weekend none of us went home except my bro…she was in the brink of TEARS which I could detect easily from her voice… silly me.. Should have known earlier since my lil sis said she wasn’t coming home dis weekend (read: ANAK MANJE tu slalu tiap2 weekend musti balik since dia ngaja kat perak jer haha). I talked n joked with her until she was the one saying…<okelah ju, mak nak stat ngajo budak2 lagi 2org ni ngaji ye..babai> then I know now she was FEELING UPBEAT AGAIN..ohyap..my mom n family call me ju @ kak yang ahah

My mom is the STRONGEST WOMAN I know in this planet… she’s even stronger than the so called iron lady dato maznah..yep seriously. But mom is very SENSITIVE..yap she’ll cry over a soap drama on the tv… I know that she had a difficult time growing up… in which could become a best-selling autobiography if I was to write them hehe…like other moms… she WORRIES ABOUT US CONSTANTLY…I oways try to ensure that nothing was kept secret in her wonderful heart n feeling… mom is a very ACTIVE PERSON…she joined this n that…went here n there any time she could…mom is a SUPERB COOK…this is the reason I relentlessly turned up being extra chubby every time I went back home…duhh nothing could be done about this haha…mom LIKES HER FLOWER…our house have a collection of flowers even I don’t even know all of their names…mom FAVORITE COLOR IS PURPLE…I oways brought her something in purple…mom don’t eat anything that is SPICY…so it is clear where I got my cravings for spicy foods…n most importantly MOM IS EVERYTHING TO ME.yep…I couldn’t even imagine life without mom…blank…dark..Empty…FULL STOP.

Last week I had to facilitate a module for part 2 students n they ended up becoming those I had facilitated back when they were freshies …so the 1^st question I asked them was how it was so far??? From their answers… I could guess that some of them had BECOME LOST… But they are only part 2 student...How come??? They still have a long journey up front before they could become a graduate of UiTM. So I told them that WHETHER THEY LIKED IT OR NOT THIS IS THE PATH THAT THEY HAVE TO GO…there’s no way they can turn back now and they HAVE TO MAKE IT WORK SOMEHOW…and THINGS WORTH DOING AT ALL IS DOING IT WELL…or perhaps Excellently. They said sometimes…THINGS HAPPEN N MAKE THEM SWAY ON THAT PATH. I told them to think of something to make them stay strong, disciplined and work really hard along the way…something that remind them to STAY FOCUSED to stop messing around at times when they feel lost…money…Ferrari…awek…big company…was their answers to me… so I told them the thing that keep me worked hard n stayed on the path is the thought that WANTING TO MAKE MY MOM HAPPY ALL HER LIFE…that when I felt lazy or bad at times that thought KEEP ME GOING ON N WORKED EVEN HARDER… I do hope what I said could make a different in them after the session… (motto hep untuk dis program is walau sedikit tetap membantu) because EVERYONE LOVE THEIR MOM…don’t u???

So my lovely friends… whatever u do in ur life..Please remind urself what would ur mom FEELS, how she would REACT, will it make her PROUD, will it SHATTERS HER HEART, will it SHAME her if she knows about it… SYURGA ITU DI BAWAH TAPAK KAKI IBU